Next week is the due date for our Baby Girl. Our fourth pregnancy. Our rainbow baby. I’m overjoyed we are getting that opportunity to finally expand our family and hold her in our arms, but I also carry with me daily the two little angels we’ll never meet in this lifetime. I’ll be lighting a […]
What a roller coaster of emotions the last twelve months have been. Our lives are in many ways vastly different than I imagined them a year ago today. And this month? It’s been harder emotionally than I could have imagined. Today marks one year to the day since I heard words that would shock, sadden […]
In the past, I’ve quietly lit a candle on this night with my thoughts on friends. Tonight will be different. Tonight I will remember my friends, but also will join in the international Wave of Light in remembrance of our own two angels. At times it seems a bad dream – hard to imagine 2 […]
It’s been just over a month. In some ways it feels as though it’s been longer. Other times as though it was just yesterday. I am in a better place than I was even a week ago, but certainly not healed. Not “over” this. And, truthfully, I’m not sure I ever expect to be. There […]
I’ve tried to write this post multiple times in the last few days and keep struggling with the right words. There really are none. So instead I focused my energy on releasing some of my grief through another outlet. Supplies: DHD Spring Menagerie papers; Butterfly Kisses elements by Karen Funk; 2peas Dragonfly font.